Thought of the day: The Ewoks are the Care Bears after two light bears.
Thank you, Patrick Tyson, and good night!
Alas! this blog is
no longer where it is at.
Onwards! (Back to home.)
It's all fun and games until someone loses molecular cohesion.
Thought of the day: The Ewoks are the Care Bears after two light bears.
Three rodents of impaired ocular perception
"Due to the collapse of the USSR, the Black Market was flooded with cheap nuclear weapons. At some unspecified time in the near future, for uncertain reasons, the Pepsi Corporation will acquire an unknown quantity of these. Due to CIA prompting, the United States will clandestinely fund the Coca-Cola Corporation acquisition of nuclear warheads so that parity is achieved. This will lead to what historians in the future will refer to as the 'Cola War'." ~ Je
As a sort of amusingly relevant postscript to the below entry about my definitive religious type, I noticed today that Mallory was talking about some sort of religious test, and being the ever-curious one, I took it. I was given a score of 100% on Unitarian Universalist, which strikes me as being an entirely cop-out definition of faith. Every point has "diverse beliefs" next to it, and if that isn't just pansy-assed, I don't know what is. I also got 96% on Neo-Pagan but I say that's just a weak attempt to redeem themselves from their first selection, but I see through their paltry schemes. Oh yesss...
Even I want to conform, to belong, to have a name that I can call my own. I'm sick of saying, when people ask me what religion I do follow since I'm frequently vehemently anti-Christian: "Well, I sort of have my own blend of beliefs drawn from various different faiths, but I don't entirely believe in the narrow-mindedness of a system. I think it limits your relationship with the Divine, don't you?"
So You've Decided to be Evil, and now you need some advice. After all, there's those pesky do-gooders who are always going to get in your way and you simply have to dress to fit the part. You need some advice from the people who know. Don't accept any substitutes.
(Because I need to write something even remotely interesting and artistique (or something) in here this weekend...)
I'm purging my webrings. I feel weighed down. I feel cheapened. (I'm bored.) I'm also not sure that I like these rings at all, so they're going. Some of them. I'm sure no one cares about this, but I'm telling you anyway.
"Never complain and never explain." ~ Benjamin Disraeli
Jumping castles are far more fun than people my age should be having.
I am cordially invited to the wedding of the Pineapples Man and his dearly beloved. And you aren't so NER!
So, I just went on a late-night, spur-of-the-moment shopping trip. We purchased walkie-talkies (2), colouring books (2) and crayons (24). If you want me, I'll be playing. :-)
What did you do at university, Diana?
What does Dee need more? (Answers on the back of a postcard.)
Him: I thought it was a good movie. I especially liked the way it subtly communicated his ongoing struggle with his own latent homosexuality.
Apparently there are new Thai laws regarding the illegality of killing a domestic animal or pet (cat, dog, usw) with intention to consume said animal. General assumption is that this is pointed towards the highly unpleasant practice of certain caterers in using said animals as the main course. Being the cynical wench I am, I can't help wondering if this will spawn a suitable black market to get around the obvious loophole in this law. After all, it doesn't say you can't eat doggies that aren't already dead. And it doesn't say you can't kill doggies just because you want to. So whaddya think? Could I make my living in Thailand as an animal killer for hire? Much easier than being a real assassin, I imagine. You wouldn't have to make the deaths look accidental if the evidence was going to be eaten in any case...
So this isn't exactly an example of moronic behaviour, but it's not too clever either. Power Bloggers (that status-meter of the blogging world) goes down in a whimpering heap, and apparently I am the only person to actually email Andre about it. Everyone and her cat blogs it though. Yes, let's report it to the entire world, but not check to make sure the guy who's running it knows about it. What are people thinking with?
Why, why, why, why why???
Don't worry about me, ladies and jellyfish. I just needed to discharge some extra angst in the bloggy bit below. I am increasingly annoyed with myself, but don't know what I can do about it, since this is, in its deepest extraction, not a matter of personal choice, but rather a matter of what comes natural. Everyone always says: "Just be yourself and everything will be fine." and maybe it will, but I really won't like where I end up, even if it is fine.
I do nothing.
I believe every Wednesday blog will be accompanied by at least one discussion of the antics of my Diplomacy tute, at least until I get jack of it and change into a different tute. There is something odd about this group dynamic. Everyone seems aggressively eloquent, but at the same time, oddly uneducated.
You know, I honestly thought I was past the age where I had to worry about putting my underwear on inside out.
Thanks be to Letters to Cleo, without whom I would be a saner person.
Parody of yourself in colour,
giving it to everybody but your mother.
You've got much to think about.
Soaring higher with every treason.
Never justify, never reason.
You've got much to think about.
And it might be...
The comfort of a knowledge
of a rise above the sky above
could never parallel the challenge
of an acquisition in the
Here and Now
State: Dee finds (yet another) empty bottle of Diet Coke in Ky's car:
I wrote this already, but blogger stuffed up and annoyed me, so I went and played netball and now I'm back and everything seems to be working. Fingers crossed.
So I'm lonely. *sniff* Now that I've got comfy in viscerate, I want someone to share this with. Yes, I want a hostee. So pass the word around.
Dee's Lessons for Life - #3: How to eat soup without a spoon.
Alright, link of the week, because you've been good: Billionaires for Bush (or Gore). Came in courtesy of R, as do all the truly classy links. This just made me laugh so hard, and I'm not even an American. Maybe that's why I laughed so hard...
You know, I'm getting a whole heap of referrals from Pétur Rúnar (An Icelandic Tale, I think it's called) but I have no idea what the paragraph involved with the link to me says. Anyone who can enlighten me will earn my undying gratitude.
State: Maybe it's just because I'm reading Foucault's Pendulum by Umberto Eco - in fact, it's precisely because I'm reading that book - that I'm suddenly very interested in the Knight's Templar. So here we go...
Rampant Optimism alert: *riotHERO (and I'm sure he's not the only one who believes this, he's just the one I've spotted airing his views) believes that the G8 summit should cancel Third World Debt.
Dr M says the computer generation has a short attention span. Then Atley says he's "fazy". There is no such thing as a coincidence in Dee-land. Has our live-quick society delegated us to a life of fast thrills soon fading? Do we not have the mental equipment to dedicate ourselves for the long haul? Are we, so to speak, burning the candle at both ends, creating twice the light but for half the time? I suffer from it myself, leaping onto a project with the burning fervour of a true fanatic, but soon becoming bored, seeing greener grass, letting things slide. Atley calls it being fazy. Dr M calls it a product of our generation. I call it a character flaw that is becoming predominant in society.
So this is weird: Both of these sites are in my referral logs. I could figure out one (since it's the homepage of a ring I below to), but not the other one. So I visit. I double-take. You will too. #1: http://www.pretention.net/elite/ and #2: http://cyberviolet.com/seksay/. Spot the difference?
Mundane changes for a mundane world:
I just love this. Crosswords I can do online! Now if they were only decent crosswords, not requiring an encyclopedic knowledge of American television (which surprisingly, I don't have) I'd be a very happy little moppet indeed...
Intent to produce intelligent thought: high.
thecounter.com has pissed me around enough. Time to try out something else. Say hello to Mr Newcounter. He's from sitemeter.com. You all make him feel welcome now.
The rules of drunken pub chess (courtesy of J2):
Fresh off the viscerate press: a new section called visibleEGO, dedicated to expression, in various forms.
I know exactly what you mean there, Lizz. I can quite easily put my finger on the precise causes of my cockroach phobia. It has to do with growing up in Queensland, where the cockroachs grow big and dark. It has to do with waking up in the middle of the night with one running over your face. It has to do with sitting at the breakfast table at college (in a city in which you think you are safe from the horrible beasties) and having one crawl up between the tables barely an inch from your hand.
Is this just going a little bit too far? Sometimes, even I can't do anything more than shake my head in some sort of wondrous half-denial.
Thought for the day: Gin and tonic underneath UV lights looks like a mystic potion designed to render the imbiber young and beautiful.
I don't like stereotyping. In fact, I hate it. Not just witnessing it, but doing it. I exult when someone shatters all the preconceived notions about how they must appear or behave. A find it a moment of smug satisfaction, like I'm witnessing everything that's unpleasant being thwarted.
Born of a typo, cold fingers and a tired mind, I wonder if there is a riotherpes.com...
Note: The entry below is dedicated to Dr M, sometime personal guru and hopefully future supervisor, who believes that the computer generation cannot understand subtle irony. You can decide whether I'm proving or disproving his theory.
Listen, you horrible little man, I am better than you. I am taller, stronger and prettier. Your face resembles the misformed hindquarters of a small yapping dog. Your so-called friends pity you and your dog likes you only for the food you provide. The oxygen you breathe cringes from touching your lungs and your blood is sluggish with its apathy regarding keeping you alive. Your clothes fasten with velcro because buttons are beyond your capability. You smell. Your mother smells. In fact, every member of your extended family including second cousins smells. You cause racism and third-world conflict. You sank the Titanic and crashed the Hindenburg. You were Adolf Hitler, Attila the Hun and Hannibal Lecter in your past lives. And what's more: you make spelling mistakes.
I am a rodent of the drowned variety. It is raining out there. It rained all over me in a highly democratic fashion. It rained all over J2 as well, who gleefully told me (after assuring me that he was still a lesbian, but that he wasn't as big (or fat) a lesbian as my brother) that he had to change all his clothes down to and including his underwear after getting drenched riding home.
Just added: Google search box. I search with Google, you should to. And if you do, please consider doing it from my site, because it may earn me money occasionally. And more money for me equals more carp for you. :-)
Today I went through the entire agony and ecstasy of writing. The day I decide to resume my writing, as something that has been longingly gazed at, coveted almost, for months now.
Star of the East, give us kingly birth;
Emily says nice things about me and that gives me a warm fuzzy. :-) What's more, it's not just gratuitous nice comments. Sometimes I feel that people are just saying nice things... well, because they think it's nice. By considering and quoting and commenting on specific parts of my site, Emily lets me know that she's read it all, and really thought about it. And that is worth far far more than any nice comments. I don't need people to say that my site's good. I just need them to have read it and thought about it.
Welcome to Bush Week, ladies and gentlemen, kind of like Orientation Week revisited, except everyone knows each other now, and we still have to go to lectures. Centre-stage feature of this event at college: Murder.
The silence is deafening. :-) Nothing yesterday because the unpleasantly fascist ANU connection went down in a whimpering heap, denying me access to all incoming email and requiring serious first aid before even letting me into university websites. So I managed to get some sleep (still not enough, unfortunately), and catch up on my vegetation. Now, back to the blogging.
WARNING: The following bloggie bit contains a spoiler for those who may not have seen the director's cut of Blade Runner and wish to do so with a pure, virgin and uncontaminated viewpoint. Since it's been out for almost ten years now, you're slack to the extreme.
State: Tired because I was woken up at one in the morning, barely an hour of beauty-sleep behind me, by A and drunken friends. Poor little me. In an effort to amuse a bored and sheepish J2 I let him choose the search for the day.
All ready was I to settle down to a comfortable (if not particularly profitable) afternoon blogging. However, no sooner did I sit down at my trusty (rusty) computer, than the muse started beating me over the head with a lump of 4x2. So I am afraid I am writing, not for your edification and amusement, but so that I can get the damn thing to shut up and shove off. The piece in question will be submitted to Emily's Glimpses most likely. And here, just for you, dear reader, is the first paragraph:
Abandoned suitcases received less than a warm reception in Paris. The incident of terrorism being unacceptably high, the police response to unowned luggage was nothing short of panicked. It involved cordons, bomb squads, and the eventual execution by shooting of the offending suitcase.Mwah! Ciao!
I've had three people today email me, expressing an urgent and earnest desire to assist me in earning lots and lots of money. Spam is really getting much more endearing. But it's still spam. I can't help wondering, as I hit the delete key with giggling glee, whether these people get a good result from their spamification techniques. Does anyone, out there in the cold hard world that is the internet, actually read these emails? Even if they contains sentences like: "Remember our conversation about how you could triple your earnings this year?" Even if they start with: "Hi there! How have you been?" How much extraneous gumph must be floating (zipping might be a better verb there) around in cyberspace? How can we move for the junk?
I just spent twenty minutes cruising the internet looking for anime. I'm going to a night where the theme is "Legend of the Ubergoth" (bastardised from "Legend of the Uberfiend" of course). Now, I think this sounds like a lot of fun, but I find myself stumped on the concept of anime costumes. Thus far some sort of schoolgirl look is appearing the most likely. If anyone has any pictures/suggestions they think might be helpful, please don't hesitate to send them to me. I will be eternally grateful.
Does anyone else find it amusingly ironic that the label on my glue bottle doesn't seem to be stuck on very well?
Stereo wars: Lunachicks vs. aforementioned crap dance music. It's a close one, actually, because of the reverberating base involved in all techno-crap. So I think it's time to pull out the big guns - Kittie. And if that doesn't work, I'll Metallica him to death. And leave the room.
I give up. The porn sites I understand. The warez sites I understand. But what on earth is The Works of Men at Work doing in my referrer logs?
How to explain the magic I see in everyday occurences? I caught a bus ten minutes ago from the pub where I was having drinks with A and friends. I waited at the stop with A, speaking inconsequentially. I got on the bus and bought a ticket. I was on the bus for two minutes. There was one other passenger; a man with groceries who got off one stop before me. Then I was alone on the bus. I got off at my stop and thanked the driver. He told me to have a good night, then he drove off, closing the doors.
State: Relieved that the holiday and its associated work is behind me. Cheerful with the new semester. Cold because it's suddenly realised it's supposed to be winter. Odd because the phrase "I am not your nubile chicken" appears to be stuck in my head.
This meshes surprisingly well with what a one-time acquaintance recommended for a persistently crashing computer - he declared that my computer was clearly suffering from demonic possession, although it was difficult to tell, what with Windows and all. However, the evil spirit would only be appeased by a virgin sacrifice. I suggested that perhaps the drying blood might cause more problems than it solved, but he dismissed this as a minor concern beyond the possession of my computer by evil forces. There was also the problem that, as I am in college, a virgin is a rare and prized commodity, and one would not be cheap to obtain. Faced with these obstacles (not to mention how cliche the whole thing would be - simply ruin my image), I decided instead to commune with the spirit and see if we couldn't come to some sort of mutually-beneficial agreement.
It turned out to be Abraham Lincoln in my computer. Naturally, Bill Gates was no match for our combined intellects, and the esteemed President and I have been happily co-existing ever since. I notice a certain possessive jealousy, but Abe has at least become accommodating towards A since then. Thank goodness.
"Don't touch me; I'm super important." ~ Random NPC in Baldur's Gate.
Ooooh, the new boyLOG/girLOG is finally formally up and running. I'm very curious to see what happens with this project.
Internet Conspiracy Theory #243: Drioux and Maura are involved in counter-espionage in the Congo. This can, of course, be reasoned from a two-paragraph article in the Sydney Morning Herald this morning about experimental monkeys in Sweden. (Come on, people, the connection is obvious! Use your brains!) It would also explain why neither of them has produced works for public consumption in the last five days or so.
My room is practically vibrating because someone on the floor below me is listening to crap dance music at full volume. I don't have to put up with this. I'm going to have a shower. And if he's still going when I come back, it's going to be Rammstein at full blast for him. (Oh yeah.)
I went out to my first lecture at eight this morning. I paused before opening the door to put on my gloves, and I looked at the glass. There was a bit of grass stuck to it, looking maybe like a small figure, limbs splayed. Surrounded by crystalline frost, it looked like a Brian Froud creation. When I returned at eleven, the frost, the grass and the magic was gone.
Something Drew said in a conversation is curdling in my brain with the movie I just watched - The End of the Affair (review coming soon, I'm sure) - to create a melange of thoughts that I suspect will morph into a long-awaited exx page some time in the next week. However, there is an immediate point I would like to mention here:
Back to the mediocrity I enjoy so much. Tripped gaily into town today with Kr and J2. Purchased new music to satisfy the craving I have to listen to something new I can obsess about. New (old) Rammstein CD and something from a group called "Lunachicks". Looks like fun and sounds alright too.
For anyone expecting what I promised this morning (ie: gems of wit and wisdom), I extend my most heartfelt apologies. I am, however, off to have a life. Yes, one of those things I've almost forgotten exist in the past week and a half. I'm off to have a drink with A and his mate. Don't trash the place while I'm gone.
Free at last, free at last, thank God almighty, I'm free at last!
Americans amuse me (stay thy wrath for two minutes, will you?). Some came into the bar last night, had a whinge about the price of beer ($2.50, which is, I imagine, considerably cheaper than you will find it just about anywhere in Australia and incidentally exchanges to about $1.50 US) and then made comments about the money. Australian currency, for the uninitiated, is all the colours of the rainbow, and various different sizes. The $5 is pink/purple with the Queen on one side and someone on the other side (there's a lot of "someone"s on our money. All notable and noble people, I'm sure, but no one know who they are or what they did, really). The $10 is blue/green. The $20 is orange. And so on. It's also made of plastic-type stuff (which means it goes through the wash without any hassles). A friend who recently returned to the States from his exchange over here IMed me and said: "I went to an ATM and went, 'What's this green crap?'"
The very reason I only buy white socks is demonstrated by the way I stumble out of bed, bleary-eyed, and grab whatever footwear and accoutrements are closest to hand. At least this way, I'm never odd-socked.
What's wrong with Harry Potter? A lot, apparently. I was flabberghasted that anyone could think this way. It's this sort of thinking that led to a certain well-publicised incident in a little place called Salem a while ago.
So everyone (or so it appears - and maybe I'm not as removed from that teen-internet scene as I'd like to think I am) is going ga-ga over Emily at rare-ingenuity.com. And I can see why. Her design is pretty. Her content is extensive. It's a sweet site. It is, however, overshadowed in my not-so-humble opinion by the glory that is the site of her neighbour-hostee, Benedicte. I visited today and the beauty of the design almost took my breath away. I found it completely luscious. While it is perhaps not as content-rich as Emily's, I did not find that to be a detraction at all. Rather than being a sprawling, pleasant visit, this is a small, polished gem, and thus all the more precious.
Look, look, look! A brand new layout! I'm so happy with how this turned out I'm almost turning pink. What a horrible thought. I'd better stop thinking about it immediately.
I am left wondering why so many of my references are still coming in from visage.cx/exx. Surely not so many people could have had that URL linked. Maybe someone could shed some light?
I take delight in Mallory. She writes with verve and vision. Maybe it's because I am reading a novel involving illumination and other scribe's work (The Barbed Coil by JV Jones, check it out if you like fantasy fiction) but I can envision the inken words flowing from her mind through her fingertips onto the
Everyone is commenting on, quoting and raving about Fight Club. I am not saying that I didn't like it. I am not "too cool" for this movie (thank you, R). But I find it amusing that in an average day's blog-surfing, I can come across three glowing comments and two direct quotations. Most of these are related to Brad Pitt's character, and his fuck-the-system attitude. Most are supporting it, seeing the truth in it, saying: "Hey man, he's really got something there."
Speaking of Terry Pratchett (which, if you're reading this from top to bottom, I haven't yet, but I will soon), here's the rules to Cripple Mr Onion. No wonder it's touted as the Discworld's most complicated card game. I'd like to learn to play, just so that I could have a party trick too (like my father's intricate shuffling matters) but I simply don't have the sticking power.
I have gone completely image-grabbing crazy. Snatching them up left, right and centre. My third finger (the one I right-click with) is developing RSI, I'm absolutely certain. What does this portend? A change in design, I predict. Yes indeedy. I don't know what yet. The miscellainy of graphics is simmering in the gumbo of my creative consciousness. I'll just have to wait and see what bubbles to the surface. (Unnecessary and oblique PTerry reference for anyone obsessed and geographically well-situated enough to grasp it.)
The electricians were in college today, putting new lights in the staircases. They worked all day, but the lights are not there yet, the staircases still smothered in dimness. The light fittings are there though, looking forlorn, useless and frankly pathetic without their oh-so-necessary accoutrements. Once, as I trudged up the paraphenalia-clogged stairs on my daily grind, I passed one of the electricians talking on his mobile phone to his accountant. Yuppie electricians? What is this world I live in?
Gasp, choke, hack. (This is the sound of me inhaling my drink as I read the email that has landed in my inbox.) Wheezing: "Holy crap!"
Incidentally, regarding that conspiracy theory involving a certain incapacitated Scientologist mentioned below. Apparently the likelihood of it being true is 42%. Doesn't surprise me in the slightest.
So Drioux and I are conspiring. Muahaha. I had a wonderful chat with him this afternoon on IM, only made possible because I skived off work an hour and a half early, but I think this is justified considering I'm working an extra four hours (make that five by the time I'm done) tonight. Do you think so too? Oh good, I was sure you would.
It annoys me when I have to work bar, because if it's slow, there's nothing else to do except sit there and read the ceiling. Never does time seem like it's slipping through my fingers more than when there's so many things I could be doing, and I'm prevented from them. Of course, should I have the opportunity to do them and choose to sit there doing nothing, that is an entirely different story.
I figured maybe someone might care what I was in a past life (see entry below). I found it interesting anyway:
This is a fantastic find. While reviewing Eula's site I found a delightful little past life generator. Want to know who you were before you were you? Come on, you know you do.
I have a new delight on the blogging scene. ninePERCENT is delightful. And when I read everything twice, then check back four times in one day to see if there's anything new (squealing in delight and reading voraciously when I discover there is), I can no longer convincingly tell lies like: "I don't really read this blog too."
Hmm... this is too spooky to be coincidental. Yesterday, the Marriage Crystal Ball tells me I'll be married by September 2002 (too close for my peace of mind). Today, I receive my first-ever cyber-proposal. Thank you thank you thank you Drioux, but especially considering that Bluebeard key, I'm heading for a non-specified South American country as soon as possible, and changing my name to "Lina Featherworthy".
I am feeling incredibly intolerant today. Stressed too, and fatigued again. I hate beer, which is the cause of most of this. I also hate the ANU student email server, which has been down since 9am. Fuck it.
"And from him, you can rent a video, and watch his ex-girlfriend, who's now your next-door neighbour, doing things that are definitely moving too fast for prime time." Thank you Henry Rollins.
Having seen links to some page about cowtipping all over the place, I just had to go and see what was going on. I only read about half-way down the page now, because I'm tired and want to sleep (not standing up, lying down like normal mammals). I have this to say: I know someone who's done this in real life. (It's all true, from the cows sleeping standing up to the running like hell. Especially the running like hell. And please don't ever go bulltipping.)
Four hours of: perching on a bar stool, watching faces in the crowd, giving odds on various pick-up opportunities, straining to hear drink orders, playing Questions, restocking the fridge because everyone was drinking one sort of beer (Coopers), reading the ceiling-graffiti of previous bar-workers, disposing of empties, arguing Oscar Wilde quotes, having fun with calculators and cash registers, meeting one of A's Honours cohorts, watching old men drink Guinness, imagining all the things I'd rather be doing.
Am I the only person in the world who doesn't read /usr/bin/girl or does it just feel that way sometimes? I personally have to say I do not see the appeal. Every five times I see it linked, I go and check, to see if it has suddenly become palatable to me, but no movement thus far.
There are five keys on my work keyring, each a master which opens a certain sort of door. Well, four of them do, at least. The fifth is something of a mystery. It opens none of the doors which it conceivably should. It makes me quite nervous. I don't want to start trying it on every door I come across in case I stumble across the Bluebeard Room, and find all my husband's dead wives. Even though I am not married, nor is this the sort of establishment which lends itself to secreted stashes of rotting women.
A new contender in the "People with more intelligence and/or time on their hands than me" awards is this sterling entry entitled: The Uselessness of Guestbooks. It is silly. It will take two seconds out of your life and make you giggle. Is not this worth it?
Oh yes, PS, I joined the webloggers webring @ jish.nu yesterday. Today. Sometime in the past blurry forty-eight hours.
I am currently dwelling inside a pink bubble of warm fuzzy after having found a lovely reference to me in Absinthe Noir. Any reference is, of course, likely to beget this feeling, but particularly one from the author of a blog that snared me instantly with its delicate prose and (im?)pertinent points. I have been searching for something above the average mundanity for quite a while now, and am obsequiously proud to add Absinthe Noir to my list of frequent reads. I recommend it to anyone.
State: Busy. Rushed off my feet. But determined to do something interesting on the blog, and flabberghasted that I haven't done the search of the day for ages. It's fun. Let's do it again.
Looks like I told a lie. viscerate.com is perfectly operational!
Tarsh is back. Go and worship. :-)